bag that catch my eyes

sungguh sadis hari ni!!!!!!!!!!!

hate this day... my day cannot be worse than today.... some of the reasons cannot write here.. but for sure i will tell some of them.....

this is a bag that catch my eyes for 2 days... so yesterday around 8 pm i sms this owner of one blogspot that i want to buy the bag - liz claiborne bag... so she said ok.. bank in money in her account on monday... so im so happy *wink*wink*.... kira dah separa oklah kan....

suddenly in the morning.. not very morning around 11 am, she sms me and told that someone already paid for the bag!!!! wth!!!!!! really upset, dissapointed + sewaktu dgnnya!!!!!!!!! do plz tell me earlier dude!! otherwise dont give me a false hope or alarm perhaps!!!!!!!
huhuhuuhu

so this is the picture if the bag (mine in black)!!! will try to find a new one.... daa...........

huh.... after a while i still feel.... like crying??? why??? oh Allah lead me to ur road...

i always though that time will always heal everything.... days gone, even months but why my heart my feel still feel hurt... still feel like damn... why its always been difficult to translate into words.... huhu... i hate myself because i cannot let 'you' go... i want too but i just cant....

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan doamu, maka Dia menyayangimu, bila Dia lambat makbulkan doamu, maka Dia mengujimu, bila Dia tidak makbulkan doamu, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu. Oleh itu, sentiasalah bersangka baik pada Allah dalam apa jua keadaan pun...kerana kasih sayang Allah itu mendahului kemurkaanNYA.

i hope and always hope that Allah will hear my pray and realise this one... please Allah i have nobody to share with... only you............

------ hari yg emo--------

update part 2

been a while tak layan blog so suddenly want to write everything here... let start from.... bandung perhaps???

went to bandung somewhere in march.. such a nice place to shopping.. not more than that perhaps... a lot of warehouse sale something like zara brand, guess, esprit, gap and even bershka!! huhuhu... forget to mention all of those are authentic k!!

here are some pictures that i took. we stay in quite 5 stars hotel in bandung... shopping till drop but still managed to keep 500,000 rupiah... i think i bought more than 8 shirts + jeans + telekung 4 + some kebayas and not forget to mention some souveniers for my frens.....

me in bandung... huhu version gedixxx one!

tipah yg gedix and me as a patung.... heheh

so there the story end.....

***************************** chapter 2********************************************

a lot of people ask me about what im doing currently.. still being unemployment... not to said that i proud but let be true i am so sick with those who keep asking when i want to go work or whatever... its like i doing something crap or doing nothing... hello i help my mom managed her stations... AND treat myself for holidays...

what the big deal with having ACCA and other 2 degrees as our qualifications?
- its dont stop me to having fun with my life and work hard.... since i dont really work hard for acca too.....
- i get some work calling and its just that i dont really feel that i have to work because people told me so.. i will work when i find a job that i want... so stop ANNOY me....
- i work with my mom at least less her burden... is it what we should do as a daughter???

me as a petronas crew... melayan customers with new mesra card application

the petronas booth in persada during belilah barang buatan malaysia event...

updated...

huhuhu sudah sepurnama lamanya blog ini tidak diupdate!!
terlalu busy dgn.... csi, house, the beast, er, dan macam2 lagi.....
skali imbas asal lah niat ni nak jadi accountant tapi minat semua kat bidang kedoctoran.... salah kos...huhuhu
bulan depan semua anak2 di dublin akan menduduki exam acca--- wish all my dearest fren good luck... and InsyaAllah berjaya.... doa usaha and tawakal....

mlm ni akan myaksiakan plawanan bola sepak btwn man u and barca... hope man u will be champion again!! lalala
hate to see this... but a goal from ronaldo and giggs perhaps rooney!!! love rooney so much... muah...
tomoro or lusa kalo sempat will buy a ticket to man u vs malaysia... takleh lambat takut hbs.... rm98 sure terbang melayang but it is so worth it bcoz leh tgk diorg nyer training a day before true match...

will update tonite since kejap lg csi.. so kena prepare.... lalalalaa

what is a family??

apa itu sebuah keluarga?

keluarga - bukanlah sebuah ikatan yg terdiri dr ikatan pernikahan atau darah yg mengalir dalam badan sama antara satu sama lain....

keluarga ialah bila kita menyayangi satu sama lain... mempunyai keinginan utk saling melindungi, saling mengambil tahu, saling memerlukan... dan berkeinginan utk hidup bersama2 selamanya...

maksud hidup bersama2 bukanlah dia duduk didepan mata kita 24 hours, bersms selang seminit...
bukan... tapi saling mengambil berat.. merindui bila tak bertemu.. terfikirkan dirinya sekali sekala...

ini ialah sebuah keluarga pada pendapat saya... sesiapa pun adalah keluarga saya.. selagi kami ikhlas antara satu sama lain...

so whether it is a kakak, adik, abang, pakcik n makcik... we can be a family even we are not from the same blood...

i do love my family..

so it is fb quizzes

What color is your personality?

Your Result: Melon

You are a very shy person. But you are also very compassionate and kind. You love to help other people, and you are very selfless. If someone is hurt, you are always the first one to help even if you don't know them. However, you are very timid, so you don't have many friends. If you want to be someone's friend, tell them. Trust me, they want to be your friend too. Your motto: "Others before me."

is it true??? heu3

Your Result: The Lively Center of Attention

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not one to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

look into my eyes.... save palestine

Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
You don't see a damn thing
'cause you can't relate to me
You're blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to you
I'm the persecuted one
You're the red, white and blue

Each day you wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thanking God He let me rise
You worry about your education
And the bills you have to pay
I worry about my vulnerable life
And if I'll survive another day
Your biggest fear is getting a ticket
As you cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that has just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Has our world gone all blind?

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me ...

Ooohh, let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters

See I've known terror for quite some time
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It's the checkpoint on my way to school
Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother
The bulldozers and the tanks
The gases and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds
You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I'm terrorized in my own land (what)
And I'm the terrorist?

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Has our world gone all blind?

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me ...

Ooohh, let's not cry tonight, I promise you one day it's through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,

American , do you realize that the taxes that you pay
Feed the forces that traumatize my every living day
So if I won't be here tomorrow
It's written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait

(pause)


Ooohh, let's not cry tonight, I promise you one day it's through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,

[with kids]
Ohh let's not cry tonight I promise you one day is through
Ohh my brothers! Ohh my sisters!
Ooh shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers! Ohh my sisters!